January 2010
Tonight
its gonna be a long nite…ahhaah so procrastination is bitting me in the butt now bc i have a project thats due tomrrow plus both my AP classes finals are tommrow. ugggh well at least tommrows the last day of finals woohoo!! after this week mann i still have to get stuff for sadies hopefully its not going to be crazy ahah maan i hate first time for things bc i have to plan all this stuff and...
Watchwhat a family i have watching my dad pie my face jeee thanks dad -__- lmao
Another year added to my life
so its friday night and im stuck staying home studying for finals next week -____-” well im kinda glad this week is over with. its been a hella crazy week with all this rain. this is the biggest El Ninio i’ve ever experienced. so tomrrow is my 17th bday. really? hahah as usual im not feeling the excitement. i remember when i was younger the day of new year’s i would count the...
Now I realize
things are not as it always seems.
i’m glad i know now to not over react. it would just be a waste of my time.
i’m blessed to have friends who are honest.
so its back to square one again.
I clearly...
over reacted =/ man i hate when things like this happen. its not healthy for me because it just gets me irritated for no apparent reason. siiighhh i want to get out of high school and run away from all the frustrations in this world. AHAH i wish O.-
i can’t believe im turning 17 next saturday =O its sad how as im getting older im not feeling the real spirit of things. i remember the past...
just because
so i guess talking it out worked better than i thought it would be. i should do that more otherwise my bitterness is going to just backfire on me. im glad that im not mad at best friend anymore ahah it was over something stupid that i always end up over thinking the whole thing xP
anyways i still don’t know why im still up though eehhhh
schools a drag....
i can’t wait to graduate and already be in the Air Force Academy
Today was a pretty cool day. school was bleeh as usual. i think the highlight of my day is the first day of my internship at Congresswoman Linda Sanchez’s office. it was pretty intimidating the first hour. so there are three interns. Two college guys and me. i was lik deeng im the youngest? O.o ahah well i couldn’t believe that i was thrown into a SERIOUS work enviornment. Its alot...
define insanity?
it’s 11:30 and i can’t sleep deng it. its going to be a packed day tomrrow and the rest of the week
5am- gym
7:30am-2pm-school
2:30-6pm-first day of internship
6pm and after—hw, nap and study what not
junior year is already hell year. so i hope i don’t go insane or a nervous break down and cry as usual
i really need to decide
whether this is worth keeping up or should just let it be how it was before. im not a person who seems to be bitter about things but this is one thing thats been making me question things. i should keep things in my life that keep me happy, not things that just bring me down and feel worse.
so anyways saturday i went to choose my first pair of eye glasses -__- well its a bittersweet feeling...
“You make everything glorious
And I am Yours
What does that make me?”
– David Crowder Band
O_-
i hate it when i want to tell my mom the real reason for something, i think she’ll say that the whole situation is over nothing. which most likely it is but i can defy her so i’m not even going to bother begging her. gaahhhh this is soo wack it feels like im trying to see who does better me or that girl. sometimes she just gets me mad even though her intentions are meant to be good....