December 2009
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i’m fed up with you. even though i don’t say it you don’t realize how much it does. everything what you said to me i could say maybe all a lie…who knows because i know most of it is.
Unanswered questions
this year has really been a crazy one and isn’t going to be coming down anytime soon. when i really want to forget some of my past and move on, it always seems to crawl back and just poke my back. i really don’t like it..serioulsy its worse than having an annoying song stuck in your head the whole day. it always seems like what happend, i want to know the whole story and the truth. but...
I already miss you playing with you :(
ahhaha so today i had a long freakin day of SAT class 10 hours!!! so when i came back i was completely brain fried to the max. to make it even better i had a crazy headache and i cried because otherwise the headache would get worse. ahah im suck a cry baby lately but i think its really realiving than keeping it all in :) hehehe anyways so thank goodness mom let me take a nap because she saw how...
It seems like trying to quit smoking xD
so i bet that most people will find this VERY strange from the picture i took of my piano. the reason why i taped it all up and cant open it is so that i wont spend too much time playing with it during Jan(since its finals and SAT month) for me, playing the piano and guitar for fun is like my tv time AHHAHA. i didn’t take another picture but if you were in my house you would see next to my...
It doesn't feel much like Christmas to me.
i totally feel this right now too man! :(( im spending my holidays studying for SATs and spending my bday taking the SATs while studying for finals *sadface
roscoegordo:
I’ve been hearing that a lot lately. It really doesn’t feel like Christmas, although you can tell that it is that time of year, with the weather, the cheesy songs, and the false traditions of what people presume to be...
"Butt Dialing"
so its been five days since the UTURN gang left and i miss them SOO much!! mann everytime i want to skype with you guys your never on :(( but yea im glad you guys liked the cookies i baked for all of you. oh yea
oh yea so yesterday was pretty weird. last night around 10:45 my phone rings…i look at who it was and it was Kenleigh O.o ahah so i was like woaahhh ken’s calling me from the...
Drive me crazy
I think im going to go freakin insane….okay i know that SAT class is going to be good practice for me in Jan but EFFF really is it seriously nessecary to have it for 9 freakin hours???!!! uggghhhh i have so much hw and studying for that it sucks.oh well yea so imma go now class starts in 30min and i have to study for vocab test today T____T
Winter Break To Do List...
SATprep class bootcamp for the January 23rd (greaat its on my bday -__-)
Register for Cypress College class
Precalc extra credit project
Cross my fingers hoping that i will get the internship slot
NEED TO RUN
the last week before break pressure starts...
nough said from that….gaaaaaaaaaah junior year sucks i want to beat it up -_-
so today was bittersweet. we finally got the living room clean and cardboard box free and the garage kinda and almost organized. mann it seems like the move is never ending. even though we moved back into the house in October, we’ve been constantly cleaning and moving box after box after box. sighhh
later on the day it was a feeling of a soda can exploding. its too difficult to put into...
Yipeee!
so today i got a call from Congress Woman Linda Sanchez’s office and found out that i got an interview ^.^ yeaa i’m so happy for that. only thing is now, i need to practice how to be interviewed and stuff because many times in the past, i would be so scared and intimidated by the interviewer, i would blank out, ramble or say just random stuff. -_- so hopefully this time i can do better...
“You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be...”
– Jeremiah 29: 13-14
break the bottle
so i’ve been thinking for the past couple days about life after highschool. lately i’ve been having times when i just want to scream and yell when i’m really mad but i’m such a nonemotional person when it comes to crying and getting mad i just end up bottling it up…which is really bad. gaah i wish i wouldn’t do that. lmao i’d rather be a person who would...
